HaloHappy

*Disclaimer* If you hate hearing people bitch and moan about stuff then please leave now. First things first, I'm not dead, I'm just in what I'll call an art coma, I haven't been able to do jack shit in almost a year now.  Words can't describe just how pissed off and angry I am with myself that I haven't done a damn thing in so long.  I've wasted this whole summer on worthless shit and have only come on here to poke through my messages before I go off and stare at my art book for an hour and wind up with two crumbled up pieces of paper in the waste bin and nothing else on the page.  Every time I try and draw something, I end up hating it an

Alright, I'm feeling fine and annoyed at the same time.  Fine because life is going good now, and school is almost done.  (FUCK YES!!)  Ahem, and annoyed as usual because of myself.  I'll give you three guesses as to why, so stop reading right now and right down your answers.  If your answer was anything along the lines that I'm a lazy bastard, then congrats, you get a cookie. :cookie:  I've still got some sketches that aren't scanned, and ideas that aren't even on paper yet, so it's really getting on my nerves.  Well, I'll try and kick myself into gear and get SOMETHING DONE!!  Though I do have a poem written, I guess I'll submit that becaus

God damnit.......God FUCKING damnit!!  Words can't describe my anger, my sadness, my fucking life.  My pop-pop just passed away, with the timing of all this.....I don't know what to do.  I've lost my love for art right now, I'm not going to be coloring for a few days, so I'll just put up the fucking sketches when I get around to it.  Don't feel bad for me, I'll get over this, I always do, I just.....I just........fuck.  Fuck everything.  Ignore my fucking emo vibe, I've just fucking had it with luck.  Every turn of my life, everything, bad luck has followed me, pestered me, and laughed at me.